Citizen of the World 🌎 The diary of a twentytsomething year old.
Citizen of the World 🌎 The diary of a twentytsomething year old.
We’re in Amsterdayum. We got to see flowers. We get to go to dance. Guess who is a really happy flower today 🌸
Wore contacts, got new kicks. She basically made me into a whole new person😂💕
Album Cover #1 It’s a series. We gonn drop the rest soon x
This was a revelation for me. I have always had a little issue with the way I looked. At some point to the part where I just decided that looking in the mirror would upset me and I just didn’t because I liked being happy (so this needs more elaboration, it’s not as dramatic as it sounds ). In my head me being a flatrate single lady was in direct correlation with the shitty way I felt I looked. After a very, let’s just call it stressful year I have finally (and I cannot believe it took me that long ) come to the conclusion that this could not be more bullshit. If a guy liked me only for the way I looked ( I mean cause let’s be real have you LOOKED at me? I = 💃🏽 ) OR didn’t like me for the way I look then this was doomed from the very beninning (😏 ). You should wanna be with me because I’m a catch. And while I’m typing this I have to laugh because it’s so silly, but it’s true, though I don’t a hundred percent agree, like I do agree but I still feel like I don’t, because the smush and the giggle and… do you get what I’m saying? It get’s confusing in my brain. We only see people’s faces. I don’t know what you’re thinking when you see me. I don’t know that this exact facial expression is because you just pushed your nail to deep into your skin, not because you saw what I was wearing with that bod. In conclusion, your friend is struggling with insecurities and due to that caring too much what other people think of her because she’s not content in her skin but... honestly I am very happy. Especially since the equation I always thought stood between me and my happiness is so wrong I’d get an F. And I do not get F’s. That equation prob saved me from very toxic relationships (still a stupid thing to believe, great metaphor tho ). And for all of the guys hitting me up rn realizing how wonderful I am (SARCASM PPLS SARCASM ), my mind is filled with so many things I want to do and work on myself (yeah yuk such a millennial thing to say it’s true tho ) finding love is on the very end of the spectrum and for once I am not in the least mad about it. #journals
blabla caption. I wish I could paint the sky.
My brain is filled with stories to tell and captions to share but the words won’t align so here you go. Me in Dublin. In front of a sick wall.
When life throws wine at you, sip your tonic and take pretty pictures 🍷🥂✨
My blogger heart has been feeling really neglected lately. So since it’s almost June we can have ourselves a little recap of 2019. I’ve quit and started a new job which I’m so happy about. Played with watercolor and pretend practiced the Uke. Read a few books, fell in love with poems, got lost and found myself again. Gave up, let myself go, woke up and pulled me onto my feet. Sometimes.. something happens and you gotta do what you gotta do (Wow Maryam nicht so präzise bitte ) even if it dims your light a bit. But as the pinterest poem said. “When you can’t find the sunshine, be the sunshine.” Happy Mid 2019, let’s make the end of the year even sunnier! Forreal tho can the sun finally peak and stay for a whole bit?
Tell me, how can anyone be in a bad mood during spring time?
If you ever felt lost, find me here, let’s breathe the same air. We can be lost together. I’ll be your compass. Posting this because @dilaratoraman really liked this🙆🏽♀️.
Nowruz Mubaraak✨ May your new year be filled with laughter and happiness. May the dark times pass as quickly as clouds. Let the sad stay in 1397.
Happy belated #internationalwomensday! It’s ok to be late because Miley Cyrus is still posting pictures so I can too?😂 I read so many lovely messages of moms and daughters and women in generell it made me want to have a daughter (hold your horses, someday ). To teach her everything I have learned. Teach her how she is precious in her own quite, loud, excited way. Teach her about her worth and her colorful mind. Tell her stories of strong women who have made a difference and that she can also change her little world if she just put her all into it. And tell her stories about her mum, grandma, and greatgrandma and their hearts.
Even stars silently smile at souls like you. @poetry_bliss ✨ There is this thing called scripted and it gets me excited about the future.
I just wanted to post this because it’s a pretty picture. I love my friends. I love my family. I’m angry at my body and myself for so many reasons but latte art. Art in generell.
There are no bad or good decisions. There are only decisions. Srsly Christmastime hit hard this year, and while other people kill their new years resolution I kill myself with looking at the mirror😂 I quit my job and you could say I’m panicking to find a new one. It’ll be allright. There are so many things I’m excited for this year. Starting with Hamburg and Valentine’s Day 🥰🙆🏽♀️
“Watch the sunrise at least once a day” @abcmodernfam
“The fact that nothing lasts forever is the best and the worst thing I could possibly know” We went to an Open House today and I got to dance Bachata and Salsa! Bachata has a special place in my heart anyway since we were going to “classes” every week in Madrid. But it was the first time I properly got to dance Salsa. It’s a little bit quicker and a little bit trickier than bachata. But if you let the poor guy lead it’s actually really fun! 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽 Can someone tell me what all this winking and lipbiting is about? I’m too uncool for this. Also, how Persian do I look that his first guess was Iran? And why on earth do ppl mimic my facial expressions？🙄😅
How is it.. that the beginning of the year even feels different than every other month? I might be late with the New Years Resolutions online but oh well. There were so many posts about how you don’t need the new year to start a new habit or to pursue your goal, and while I agree, you can start whenever you want to, don’t bash the ones who want to wait. I don’t know why it bothers me but changing your lifestyle might not be as easy for you as for other people so if they wanna wait the two days or the week to the first you go. Just.. don’t wait three months that’s a waste of time😂 I don’t really remember a lot of last years resolutions (should prob just check ) but all I know is that I went to the gym 💪🏻(YAAAS ) and listened to and read books. It was a tricky year but that only means it can only go up, my friend. Happy mid January. I have lots of plans for this year.
Merry Christmas errbody It’s no secret that 2018 hasn’t been my favorite year so far. But ya gurl has learned a lot so she can’t complain. Since it’s Christmas and everybody is watching Home Alone.. watch what you are wishing and praying for. It might just come reality and be totally different than how you anticipated it. Pray for khair and for you to be a good person. For health and love and always being on the right path. Forgive people who have done you wrong and apologize to those you did wrong to and say thank you more. Well at least I’ll try that. And write. Write more and read all the modern poems.
It’d be such a shame if these pictures’d go to waste
I have a whole universe in my mind 🌎
We have a week till Christmas so let me just post my christmassy pictures so my feed gets red and cosy. What a lesson this year’s been. Learn what is worth fighting for. When it’s ment to be it’ll come rolling back the second you don’t give an ef anymore.
The past couple years I have been learning how to communicate my feelings and just be honest so people around me could understand what’s bothering me. This year was such a set back though. It’s like I’m back to 17 year old me being passiv aggressiv or just silently being annoyed. I don’t like being annoyed. I don’t like these texting games. And for once I don’t think I’m too old for them. I just cannot be bothered. So, if you would like to have a conversation with me text or call. I’ll prob be genuinely excited to hear your voice (I know so uncool ew ). If you don’t wanna hang out/ talk whatever then don’t. I have too many great friends who deserve my attention. As much this year was emotional and me looking back makes me just shake my head at my naiv stupid self.. I’m happy. Happy 11th December, everybody. Go iceskating. It’ll cheer up your mood❄️ 🙆🏽♀️
I cannot wait for 2018 to be over.. but Christmastime can stay a little bit longer and lights can shine a little bit brighter 🙆🏽♀️
Its December people🥰 You know you’re a grown up when you stay home when you’re sick. We all know that I’m not and I’ve been out and about l the time. Maybe that’s why it hs taken the entire week for me to feel a bit better😂. I’m excited for christmas, and the markets and all the fun things Imma doo and the cookies I’ll eat😏 Happy Christmastime 🎄🎅🏼
“We are all born so beautiful the greatest tragedy is being convinced we are not.” I’m in such a conflict whether I hate or like this pic. But then I decided on that quote and thought to post it anyway cause my face is my face whether it’s round and chubby and cheeky 🐹. So if you care to tell me how prettyful I look I will not hinder you😈😂 Anyway your face is probably loved more than you think. Wink at your reflection and tell yourself how hot you are cause you most likely are 🔥.
Reminiscing about time in Cuenca ✨🥰 (Have you realized this is my new favorite emoji?🥰🥰🥰 )
“I am too full of life to be half loved” Not gonna lie I’m so glad, happy and grateful that I’m not 14 anymore. There were so many young ppl (srsly I sound like a grandma but 10 years are 10 years😂 ) and they were giving me anxiety vibes😂 I’ve always been and always will be too excitable and happy and giggly to belong to the cool kidz (is writing it with “z” even cool? Is “cool” even still cool? Am I just annoying now? ) After all I had a blast. I LOVE ice-skating almost as much as I love having a picknick. I’m shit at it but it’s lots of fun🙆🏽♀️🙆🏽♀️
Italy. It feels like I haven’t been to another place in ages. And for a second I couldn’t remember where I went last time. And I just grasped that this year is coming to an end. For the last month of this wonderful year my wall has to be painted, Münster has to be visited and parties need to be enjoyed.
The sky has been full of stars lately and I have fallen for every single one of them ✨
I’m happy. #Girlswhotravel #darlingescapes #strongwoman #lovetotravel #traveldiary #viewfromthetop #simplyadventure #london #throwback #wearetravelgirls #dametraveler #flashesofdelight #openmyworld #bbloggers #fbloggers #wheretofindme #mytinyatlas #beautifuldestinations #girlvsglobe #darlingescapes #maryamescapes #onlinejournal #bblogger #photography #Germany #Europe #wanderlust #fernweh #home
Little corner in Lisbon.
“Watch the sun[set] at least once a day” #philsosophy😂 @abcmodernfam So, let’s do one of those again since I’ve been missing seeing my thoughts form into words underneath my instapictures. I have told myself to face my fears this year cause all I ever do is fear or plan the future or reminisce about the past. Well, one of them was going into the washing street thingy on my own and it’s ridiculous I know but I was always so scared of doing sth wrong and driving into the building. It’s a small start. Next is going to be enrolling into bachata classes alone. #Girlswhotravel #darlingescapes #strongwoman #lovetotravel #traveldiary #viewfromthetop #simplyadventure #london #throwback #wearetravelgirls #dametraveler #flashesofdelight #openmyworld #bbloggers #fbloggers #wheretofindme #mytinyatlas #beautifuldestinations #girlvsglobe #darlingescapes #maryamescapes #onlinejournal #bblogger #photography #Germany #Europe #wanderlust #fernweh
Joyful weather. Joyful place. #Girlswhotravel #darlingescapes #strongwoman #lovetotravel #traveldiary #viewfromthetop #simplyadventure #london #throwback #wearetravelgirls #dametraveler #flashesofdelight #openmyworld #bbloggers #fbloggers #wheretofindme #mytinyatlas #beautifuldestinations #girlvsglobe #darlingescapes #maryamescapes #onlinejournal #bblogger #photography #Germany #Europe #wanderlust #fernweh